Between 2 Doors

One of those perchance meetings of coincidence made possible only by the several minutes of lolling around and chatting. A chance meeting on a dinghy corridor, between doors. 

The Malaysian music scene has grown very quickly over the past few years. I have not been personally in tune with what's going on per se, but there are loads of bands sprouting wings and taking off where a couple of years ago the same scene would have been measly.  

Got to know of this company, and the stuff they are doing. "Music that is not mainstream", something I've been unsure of saying about mine for a long time, but these people clearly welcome all with open arms. Troubadours is the name of their outfit, and they perform regularly, once every fortnight or so. The next gig is in the KL Performing Arts Centre on Sunday, 15th April 2006 – anyone interested to join me for RM12? Details are on the troubadours link above. 

The two things I dreamed of getting involved in (aside from the million other small dreams I harbour inside secretly) were: being active in a socially conscious level, be it humanitarian aid, political awareness, or citizen representation for justice; and music. I do believe the two are moving in a positive direction somewhat. Let's hope and pray for a breakthrough on these fronts! 

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Damien of Rice

Damien Rice came and left Singapore, and I didn't even know it till I happened to perchance upon his concert review in the papers. What a pity; his album was one of the rare jewels that I played over and over again. If every year has a theme album, 2005's was O.

It is a pure acoustic twang that cuts through the deep night; comparable to the 1970s-style simplicity of music.

But dig deeper and you have early warning signs of explicit material: "Parental Advisory: Explicit Control" on its CD cover. And lyrics of seeming innocence, looked closer upon investigation and found teeming with red-eyed eccentricities. Much like the quote from sweet-voiced Jewel in the 1990's, saying "I'm just the other side of the coin of Marilyn Manson (marketed and publicised as demon worshipper and Satanic to the bone)". What music can do to cotton-candy the lyrics of a song!

Rice's anchor song "The Blower's Daughter" was featured in the equally dreamy movie Closer. But my especial favourite is Amie. A combination of guitar, two-part violin and voice, the song transcends all. It is the sort of silent music that is the perfect ending to a hectic, rat-raced day, the plucking of each string tugging at your equally tight heartstrings now and again.

Amie

nothing unusual nothing's changed
just a little older that's all
you know when you've found it there's something i've learned
'cause you feel it when they take it away

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Up, up and away…

A mind I'd like to meet is Henry Vaughan, dreamer as much as poet as much as searcher of the many mysteries. Too bad he's long gone before us, poet of the 17th Century. I'm no expert on literature, but there's "The Night", a classic. And "The Star", two chilling paragraphs below:

Whatever 'tis, whose beauty here below, 

Attracts thee thus and makes thee stream and flow,

And wind and curl, and wink and smile,

Shifting thy gate and guile.

Next, there's in it a restless, pure desire,

And longing for thy bright and vital fire,

Desire that never will be quenched,

Nor can be writhed, nor wrenched.

A needed reminder…

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Pulp Fiction

Scanning through the Singapore Straits Times on the plane home, I breezed past the header, reading "Fiction 2006" by mistake.

I took a double take, refocused my sleepy eyes and reread the word.

It said "Election 2006".

Perhaps my first reading of it isn't too far from the truth. First impressions don't lie.  

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Great Plan for “malay-sia”

It's out online! Click here

In particular, let me direct your attention to Chapter 16, which talks about Achieving Growth with Distribution.

Go ahead and scroll down to point 16.18, which highlights the fact that the Gini coefficient has increased from 1999 to 2004. What this means: A growing income inequality both within and between the races. To quote from the Plan,  the (income) inequality among Bumiputera was the highest compared with the Chinese and Indians. Think about that for a bit. The gap between the rich and the poor is worst for … which group? 

The next few points are also relevant: look at employment restructuring and restructuring of ownership and control of the corporate sector. Who are the winners? Who are the losers?  

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Was Christ Crucified?

Tonight we had an absolutely wonderfully done-up multimedia version of the famous debate between Ahmed Deedat and Josh McDowell, on "Was Christ Crucified?", and you can find the entire transcript of it here

Deedat speaks with convincing confidence, but some of his arguments flail when he takes sentences and verses out of its context. He should know better though, because critics of Islam tend to do the same for the Qur'an, which I also feel is very unfair.

In any form of analytic literature, one is called to observe the context through which the passage is written. Only then will you garner its full flavour and gain the most understanding of its writings.

The basic thrust of the arguments of the night centred upon the identity of Christ. Whether or not he really died, and rose again – for upon this Christianity is grounded. If this were false, everything falls apart. The overriding question is to call upon history; nothing else proves or disproves.

An objective assessment is that for this debate, McDowell had the upper hand, using personal testimony which is powerful. However, I am told that Deedat's other debate with another Christian scholar maintained him as victor of the day, and one that most Muslims refer to. I must check this one out too.

What I say: In studying the Qur'an, the Bible and other written teachings, context is important. I am going to read the Qur'an in my room tonight and will remember to investigate it with the context in mind. If I expect the same of my holy book, I should objectively do the same for all others. A friend has an interesting take on Islam, which I'll try to summarise here soon. 

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Orang Asli

The true princes of Malaysian earth, the community of the Orang Asli, is by large the most marginalised group in our country. While our country goes through major efforts in its attempt to ensure the rights of the Bumiputera are enshrined in the Constitution and that policies are formulated to push for this, many forget that Orang Aslis are as much if not more so Bumiputera material!

Domestic laws have not given much protection to the Orang Asli. A special unit has been set up to protect and aid them, but to what end? They don't even have proper rights to their land they live on; and land that their forefathers had always lived on, I might add.

Last Saturday I had the privilege of visiting a small village in Sungai Buloh, under a continuous project of CDPC and Malaysian Care. Helped to teach English to these kids, who, although living so near the city centre, choose not to go to school because they get discriminated against in school.

One story from another village is that despite government's efforts for free material and clothes, it takes such a lot of red tape to get it right. Shoes and clothes don't fit. You have to go through lengths of explaining before you get your free stuff!

What struck me was their simplicity in living. No requirement of anything other than basic food and water. And yet, what a beautifully simple environment. As we forcibly drew the attention of the little uns to the alphabet, and we droned on in A-B-C, I couldn't help but drift off to the sounds of a guitar and singing in the background. Kampung-style, sitting by the steps and singing happy tunes with dogs running crazily around at your feet. Why urbanise the happy rural folk?

If it is for one reason, it is for their future substinence. As more and more ground is gazetted for development, sooner or later their source of food will be depleted. Hunting for wild boars, monkeys and snakes will be a thing of the past. And they'll be forced out into their version of "wild" – proper office jobs. Think Crocodile Dundee oblivion of city life.

But call me Ulu. It still thrills me to the bone to experience living by the jungle, using the river stream as a source of water, swinging on a hammock and raising my eyebrows high at the sight of a pet baby monkey clinging on to a little girl's chest.

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Cruisin’ Along

Living in the city, working in the city, driving in the city.

Requires a certain ability. To maintain a sense of cool calm and collected disposition. Which is why I've resorted to singing in the car in between meetings, sitting in the middle of massive traffic jams, horning cars, strings raining down hard on my rooftop.

Yes, hectic city living can result in something good. Music composition coming into fruition, hopping from meeting to meeting behind my wheel! Creativity through the mundane indeed.

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The Godfather, anyone?

Have been contemplating this for a couple of days, and can't get round a solution yet.

A hypothetical situation for you to think about:

Picture a society you live in that is dominated by a Mafia group. (It is not too difficult to imagine this, as many countries are ridden with similar situations: the original nation of the Godfather, Yakuza, the Triads and so on.)

The Mafia continually extorts money from all around you. Because they are so powerful, everyone kowtows to them. Security money is taken away, pocketed for their personal gains, and all alike know this. You are helpless, just watch from afar and silently curse and swear at their lack of compassion and justice. There are some people who attempt to soften their blows by promoting real justice, so they form a small anti-Mafia group, but this does not avail to much as its members get injured, or lured into the Mafia itself.

One day, a friend of yours admits to you that he is part of the Mafia. You think this is an incredulous notion. This is a betrayal of beliefs. How can he readily subscribe to extortion, corruption, greed and violence?

His answer is, this is the only way to rob Peter to pay Paul. Why fight a futile battle from the outside when it works effectively from within? Sacrifice a bit of your idealistic principles and get down to real-life working for the better, he claims.

Is the sacrifice principally wrong? If so, what is the alternative, if fighting a looming Mafia group is a losing battle in itself?

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My beloved developed country

Malaysia aspires to be a developed country by year 2020.

Yes, my beloved land aspires to be a developed country that practices the following:

  • Affirmative action (note: for the majority, not minority? I wonder…)
  • Suspension of media groups when they practise freedom of expression and thought
  • Policies that erode equal economic rights.

Yes, it certainly looks as if the leaders of my country have read through the following documents with a scrutinising eye: 

I congratulate them, because it does look like they've done their homework! They seem to be serious about becoming a developed nation that is well-respected and on par with those ahead of us. This comes as a pleasant surprise, since I'm sure much of their time is taken up by busily saving the country, politicising issues, or both. Here's to the next 15 years towards becoming a First World Nation! Malaysia Boleh! Despite everything that people (those irritating opposing ones who obviously don't care about National Unity and purposely bring up sensitive issues just to ruffle our finely-oiled feathers) say, surely boleh!

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