3 Stations in the Qur’an

I was graciously taught these concepts by a good friend. Themes are very similar between the Bible and the Qur’an.

There are three stations that mankind goes through as one travels through life. These three capture the struggle and innermost desires of a person.

  1. Nafs al-amarah bi al-su’

This is the stage at which the bestial, carnal nature of man overrides all else. Desires, wants, lust, greed epitomise man at this point, where actions are driven by selfish nature and focus is upon self. This is the “nafs” that animals and human beings share.

2. Nafs lawamah

Based on the assumption that morality is inherent, this is the station at which humans are able to now exercise a level of conscience, and hence a struggle ensues between one’s desires and will. This struggle continues in the continuous desire to strike a balance. This is the stage at which most of us are presently in.

3. Nafs al-mutmainah

This is the final stage which most will not be able to achieve, the desired station where it takes no effort whatsoever to do good in life. Goodness is therefore the chosen natural action, needing no struggle nor the pricking of conscience upon one’s will.

Jesus, in calling the Pharisees to think instead upon the spirit of the law as opposed to the letter of the law, said to them that the most important commandment was to “Love the Lord, your God, with all your heart and mind and soul”, and the next was to “Love your neighbour as yourself”. These were spoken in opposition to regimented law of archaic nature, performed very much for the sake of it at the time. Inherent within this teaching is the call towards Nafs al-mutmainah. The natural desire to engage in doing good, which is a result of naturally loving one and the other. Different religions have taught these principles in different terminologies.

I am admittedly within the Nafs lawamah category at this point.

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Elections is for the Malays?

  Khairy J. is at it again. He says that the elections is for the future of the Malays. Of course. It is plain to see. Race card played once again for political mileage. Enough said. No need any indepth political analysis, this one, let’s not reduce ourselves to pretend that it warrants any philosophical consideration.

Instead, No. 2 of my postings of what I wish the Prime Minister would say. Or anyone from UMNO, for that matter. I wish we had a noble statesmen who would say the following:

“Young man, I thank you for your enthusiasm. Indeed, it is honourable that you would desire to stand for the people of your kind. We no doubt need intelligent, passionate men as yourself to uplift the sorry state of our Malay brethren – especially those who are still economically disadvantaged. I agree with you.

However, you see, even our Founding Fathers and many great leaders that followed, have established an understanding that Malaysia is really for people of different ethnic groups. We share common ground that is this nation. We share a common space, a common value system. We share Malaysia. To say that the coming elections is for the future of the Malays alone is not a fair representation of our collective history. Of course yes, it IS for the future of the Malays but also for the future of all other races – Malaysia is made up of other races as well, and they form a pretty large group of people here. Plus, don’t forget that the Chinese and Indians also helped in the process of Independence and fighting the Japanese Occupation.

So I think, it is better if you said this: Elections is for the sake of all Malaysians, to ensure they get the leaders of their choice, responsible leaders who, in demonstrating the best of integrity and governance can then contribute to the elevation of people in society as a whole, Malays included. I think that is a better way of putting it. Could you please apologise to our fellow Chinese and Indian and other brothers and sisters for your statement? Let’s show them that we really do welcome them as they welcome us. I think it is only fair that they have an equal say in the future of our country. After all, we are all living together. They are equal citizens too.”

When and from WHOM can we receive such a statement?

I’m waiting for a noble statesmen to gently admonish racism without being arrogant or confrontational.

I’m waiting for a noble Malay politician and leader to be bold and brave – plus, it is being righteously bold, about something that is true and noble. The future lies in your hands. A mere Chinese nobody like me (or my fellow Chinese leaders, for that matter) has no voice, I feel. Our mouthpieces are weak.

I’m waiting. I’m waiting. I’m waiting.

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A Language of Persuasion

Those who had urgent messages for the people of a nation cowed under by darkness and doom shared one thing in common: their ability to go down to the level of the people and speak in a language they understood.

Their hearts were equally heavy, perturbed by the situation which seemed unending, a cyclical pattern of – for lack of a better word, evil.

Goodness and purity seemed so alien to a world encumbered with pride, greed and self-centredness. Preaching anything but the development of self would be contrary to norm.

Jesus and Muhammad, both great and noble teachers of their time. Both with urgent, crucial messages that needed to be spoken to their respective people groups. They were one amongst the crowd, men amongst men. They spoke in parables and phrases the people were familiar with, walked and talked with them, infused their teachings into the cultures inherent and practiced at the time. Their humility to do so has made them historical figures, whose teachings will always be remembered and held in high esteem.

We do not claim to call ourselves anywhere near these great teachers. But we do have a story, a desperately urgent message that needs to be heard. One that needs to be told to our people, lest we all fall into the trap together. How do we do this?

Let us learn to speak the language of those with whom we converse. What is it that makes the people tick? Let us analyse the workings of the mass mind. The emotive persuasive skills that can convince in real terms. A process of empathy vs. one of defensive confrontation.

Because we do not want to argue. Nor debate uselessly. Nor antagonise.
Because we want to persuade, as if those to whom we speak are as yet unclear and require clouds in their heads to be removed.

Because we want our messages to be told in the language they understand.
What would Jesus or Muhammad say to the many, many Malaysians who are entrapped in a cycle of bigotry, discrimination, racism, insecurity, fear, confusion, arrogance, delusion and injustice?

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Launch of the Merdeka Statement

It is utterly confounding that the Merdeka Statement, whose very spirit is to unify and positively contribute to the country’s development can be targeted as being racist. These efforts have been done in the utmost of sincerity. But the pave to hell is paved with good intentions, right?

I am bemuddled and amused.

And yet, what could I have expected? Some points to note:

  1. For someone to criticise it as merely the views of an elite intellectual group, this means that he has discounted the views of the intelligent. Not a very good move to make. If society’s visions cannot but begin from the very educated man and woman, what then can they be based upon? Whose strategies then are relied upon when formulating policy – are these not the intellects of society – if not, I shudder to imagine the future of the country in the hands of “gobloks”, in Zainuddin’s own words. Funny.
  2. We should expect it because this comes as a convenient target tool. Shoot at whatever they do not understand and use it to their advantage. Smart. It’s all a game, and we must learn not to respond likewise.
  3. He said that Agenda 1 borders on racism. Agenda 1 is entitled “Strengthening National Unity”.  The only part I can think of that touches on race is this: “new sustained efforts are urgently needed to rebuild national unity as ethnic, linguistic and religious divides have deepened, causing genuine pain and hurt to many in the nation.” How to strengthen when we cannot be honest about identifying real problems?

I am disappointed with him, not that I expected any more.

Disappointed because it is the role of a minister to make intelligent remarks. I long for the day that other politicians/Government leaders can stand up and defend the honest and the brave, without fear or favour, and not even being insulting or derogatory about anything. I long for the day that the Prime Minister would say something like this,

“Let’s not jump to conclusions, Zam. Furthermore, you cannot dismiss the views of these 42 organisations because indeed they are equally citizens of Malaysia too. They represent an important section of society, and I think it’s crucial to listen to them. I want to listen to the heartbeat of the people, and if this is what is happening I would like to know. Let’s hear them out first, they may have a point somewhere in that Statement of theirs. They might be wrong in some areas, but I’m sure they have good sound recommendations too. Apparently they spent a long time deliberating on issues that we too care about. Let’s do some things to discover the real situation.. First, let’s read the whole Statement in its entirety and examine it properly before jumping to conclusions. Second, let’s call the members of the Centre for Public Policy Studies in for a presentation and to consult with them about its contents. I’m sure they would be willing to speak to us in person. Let’s not demand of them anything, the way we don’t like it when the opposition demands things from us. Let’s think step by step and rationally before we come to any firm conclusion, especially since they say they are still inviting inputs and that the Merdeka Statement is a live document.”

When oh WHEN will we be able to witness something so noble?

My soul bleeds.

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Formation of Self

In answer to what spiritual formation is, Sherman said the following:

When I hear the term “spiritual formation”, what comes to my mind (or rather, what is supposed to come to my mind) is a holistic process of life formation which an individual goes through within the context of a community. This process takes place within the context of a common life within a shared space.

It is immediately obvious that the term “spiritual formation”, for me, cannot be divorced from the communal and communitarian dimensions. For spiritual formation to take place, it has to take place within community. This conviction stems from a theological understanding of God’s nature.

I concur.

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Publish What You Pay

Will be going to Bali, Indonesia for a conference soon, called “Publish What You Pay“, selected as part of the Malaysian delegation at this event that will bring together representatives from countries in the Asia-Pacific Region.

This initiative was founded by several institutes, including Oxfam, Transparency International UK and  Save the Children. Its goal is to encourage greater accountability and transparency in the financial reporting of the extractive industries. It is premised on the belief that many developing resource-rich countries have not necessarily translated these resources into an equivalent level of development for its people.

Malaysia of course is not really in that boat, having definitely prospered because of its resources like oil and tin. But there are certain issues that must still be tackled, like the transparency of funds that are channeled in and out to Government, and how these funds are being used exactly.

I see it as a good thing because it goes in line with what everyone is talking about these days. The hype word is transparency, accountability. I’ll be presenting on behalf of Malaysia. Will share some views after the team gathers its thoughts together!

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Tweet Tweet goes the laptop

A bit of navel-gazing here.

Many moons ago while working on my sturdy laptop I heard a little tweet coming from somewhere in my room. I jumped out of my chair in excitement, thinking there was a little bird stuck in here somewhere. I called everyone to come and listen, search for the poor creature that had undoubtedly found itself trapped inside. Intermittently the little thing would tweet in desperation, and we would all shout in unison saying we think it’s here, here..

The drama ended when, (of course, an hour later…) the sharpest ear caught the sound emanating from the very machine at which I was furiously typing at before.
Only 2 nights ago did I discover that the tweeting of the laptop is signal of hardware failure. Now how was I supposed to know that, honestly??

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Tan Sri Bernard Dompok

Tan Sri Bernard Giluk Dompok will be officiating the Merdeka Statement launch on Thursday. I’m looking forward to hearing what he will have to say. If you remember correctly, he was the one who resigned as Head of the Parliamentary Select Committee on Integrity not too long ago. The reasons Nazri consequently gave were that he was influenced by Opposition Leader Lim Kit Siang, amongst others.

There must be more to it than that. One wonders about what takes place behind the scenes, what relationships and personalities need to be addressed and “taken care of”, to the extent that Integrity is no longer practiced nor preached.

Yes, indeed I am sure his views will be interesting. What better Minister to launch the Merdeka Statement, at a time where Integrity is so much needed in the country?

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Free the People

After the presentation I gave on Sunday, I twanged on my favourite Big Baby Taylor, a song I wrote 3 years ago on freedoms and justice. Basically, it is premised on the issue of how people are continually trapped in a system of injustice, systemic evil that corrupts the mind and soul. Oftentimes we do not realise how we ourselves are trapped in its cyclical movement as well, and so the song calls for us to wake up and liberate ourselves, in liberating the rest of society. It is all too idealistic I know, but hey, what else do we have to work towards if not for ideals eh? Here you go.

Free the People 

V1: Clipped wings are not wings at all,

Try to fly, babe, and you will fall.

Who cut your feathers when you were asleep?

What made you think them real?

They say the sky won’t be conquered by the weak and the frail.

V2: What if false tomorrows frame your nest?

What matters if you try your best?

If the web that surrounds all you live for abounds,

They say you’ve been put to the test.

Chorus:

Free the people so what they believe is free,

Free the people so they can be free to see,

Free the people so what they believe is,

Free the people so they can be free to

Be the people who choose to forever be free…

Choose to forever be free…

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Justice in Malaysia

This is the transcript of what I shared yesterday, on social justice in Malaysia.

I hope its contents are taken positively, not meant as a harsh criticism but a gentle provocation.

Much like what we do when prodding Malaysia along on its way. 🙂

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